I did not want my father back always drunk
Night fell at last coming home.
He resembled his father do not want to hear talk
School also had faithfully ...
To play the drunken passerby
Father saw the trail led to the police station
There was no longer able to withstand.
A few days in the unheated boardroom while I was living with a friend
Browse through the mother came to the school
Hasyeotdaneun father hospitalized with heart disease
I heard the news.
But the news I anja one change facial expressions,
My mother advised you to take care of yourself while you are million
One threw a white envelope died.
The $ soiled hands an envelope inside pages and columns
For this was the message.
"I'm sorry. Dad was wrong."
The next day after class is over
Where my father was away touches ward.
I have a hang out for a while at the door
Hebrews threw his head ppakkeum looked inside.
Noticeably gaunt father gnome reporting
Heart sore but
This accumulated hatred for the thing that was missing.
Superimposed on severe heart disease to diabetes
At the end of the nurse should take absolute stability
I could hardly fit
On the other hand I did not want to enter euron.
Child and more like a cigarette
Wife loves than wine,
Families need more than that to potman
Incomprehensible appearance only
I would rather show her father jusideon
Eunikka was me ohgiman waited for this day.
Father of hospital life is the time to go a month
I discharge procedure for the money
The word heard coming soon
Hesitated for a long time have found the hyuhakgye.
And I wake up in the morning to deliver the newspapers
Working in a restaurant until late at night
Busy and had a hard time.
But soon after I suffered an unexpected accident.
Riding a bike in the morning newspapers ascribe
I wake up knowing dizziness
Kkeokeot the handle toward the driveway
Hit by a car will stop coming up.
I left eye was a hospital.
Dressed like me hwanjabok
Moment to see the Father to keep my side,
I hit the root of the Father's hand that was holding my hand.
The warmth felt but
I look so shabby, and was ashamed.
Or because the disease worse for him doesin
I really wanted to make money ...
And I soon discharged because the hospital
Receive the outpatient treatment started to work again.
Homes still did not go there for.
But one day his father
I came to the restaurant to work
He brought me to a fancy restaurant.
"Son, did leave of absence?"
I could not answer anything.
I wanted my father was working for the
Even once I did not regret about it
At that moment, because you do not know the damage somehow felt conscious group.
The meal was over long silence passed.
"Me, my dad, like others, also charming burigo
Sexual embark receive praise,
Incorrect scolded also wanted to hit.
"Tears came endured for 18 years
And it began popping like botmul
I did not know heck cease.
"Ask him to forgive you came up here
Do you hear those words so thank you. "
For the first time in my life, I embraced, weeping father Products
Father was able to wash their hatred for.
But it's the first and the father
And the last fell catering.
Then the father illness worsens more
He admitted again.
Only leanness father goes every day ansseureowo
Jolyimyeo chest I waited only look forward to the day surgery
The last day to receive surgery the next day came.
Father tears along the day are mushrooming incidents show
Mother to again and again
Repeated you like to say sorry
He said he loved me and my brother to the.
And seoreopge woosyeotda holding the youngest elementary school students.
"Our health and makdungyi
Happy to live
Dad would only protect when.
So do not cry, Mom said to listen well ...
know...? Let's promises ..! "
The youngest brother held out little finger.
"Dad, why hasilkka a weakling like that word."
Not conceal his tears
Looking up at the night sky while out onto the balcony
The stars the moon asking to be good surgery
The youngest has jumped crying and praying.
"Sis, Dad died Oh!"
One day, not only yeolilgop sigan Macabre not true ...
I went running to the ward without spirit
Never ever ever gave unprecedented warm catch
He took the hand of his father.
"Daddy, Daddy loves horses and only
Nungam eusimyeon so flustered.
I was just trying to say that I love my dad ... "
After spending a few days so he leaves his father
Mother knew that big money is in the account came.
When his father died two days ago
Puffed insist on leading the sick body
Whom emerged two days out alone.
Surgery would have been available if the money in the first place ...
My father knew beforehand the day you go,
For the rest of the family have collected a little sneak
Leave was given the money.
Looking for attendees father's name embedded in bank accounts
I shed tears without sound meyeo throat.
I have to return to school in a year
He received a high school diploma
Now working as a furniture salesman.
And on behalf of the father as the eldest daughter,
And the youngest brother dwitbaraji.
That did not realize my father immediately say
The expression of love the Father knows me would reveal.
father .....!
- A true story of a girl writing -
